Wednesday, December 21, 2005
where to begin is the question...how about where i left you...friday morning.
so after work i ran a couple of errands and went home. Roommate B and i decide to go on a random date and she and i went to see Wallace and Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit which was absolutely hilarioius and worth the $1 we paid, we brought along J.O. and A.Z. and had a blast. Truit roomie checked out, her dad came and got her, and she left, and i shall not see her again until april if not later as she is going to paris next semester. sad day...
Saturday morning was an interesting one. very interesting. so it was parent week at the studio where i teach, and i was going to wake up and look cute for this special day (said w/much sarcasm) parent day is not my fav. but i have to look cute. yeah right. my ride knocks on my apt. door at 7:50 and i roll out of bed to answer it. yuck yuck yuck. so i grab everything i need, minus my purse that has my lucnh money in it and my bus pass. luckily someone was nice enough to share some food with me to get me through the 3.5 hours of rehearsal, and then my ride to the studio was willing enough to wait for me to get done teaching to bring me home. that was super nice of them. after that wonderful morning of teaching and rehearsal, i went to d.i. with Roommate B. bought 2 new sweaters and a pair of jeans that actually fits miracles of all miracles. she and i had a good talk, and then Roommate C walked in with her BF who is now her fiance because they got engaged!! i am way excited for her and the wedding is in february.
Later that night i went ice skating with my teddy bear, but about 9ish we felt sick so he took me home and went home himself. felt better later in the evening and when Roommate C and Fiance came in to watch What's Up Doc? i called my anatomy study friend and he came over and watched it with me. that was pretty much exciting. and a funny movie to boot.
had a stake sacrament meeting that was very well done and the spirit was felt by all. afterwords did lunch with apt 1 and Roommate B and me. that was fun! :) then watched a christmas movie and then i took a nap. that was nice. a 3-hour nap. then it was dinner, goodie making, and then off to watch the Polar Express with TL #3. that was fun. came home went to bed and woke up refreshed on monday morning
woke up went to work and worked my first 8 hour day since august. hurrah. fhe was fun, Roommate B scared the crap out of me when she was still in the apt in stead of in her hometown where she should have been, but roads were bad so she stayed. we made mini-cupcakes, that were bite-sized. lots of fun she is. stayed up late watching Toy Story in spanish with her translating since i don't know a word of spanish, and J.O. joined us. that was enjoyable.
another full day of work, but combined with the 5.5 hours of sleep it was even longer. Dad picked me up and we went home so i could go to Sister B's orchestra concert. she did very well, best i have ever heard, she had improved greatly. slept on a mattress instead of the floor, but it was still in the lv room. rumor has it that i will get to sleep in the train room which will at least give me privacy. oh joy.
yet another long day at work. but i am getting used to it. i am teaching a pointe class tonight for L* friend and then who knows what i will do, but we will enjoy everything i can. :D
i have read some good books lately and that's fun. :D i need to finish my dance for the show in feb. but i don't want to, i do, but i don't if that makes sense. sent off 11 missionary christmas cards yesterday. that was cool. i hope they write back...they better or else. so yeah. until i get bored again, ciao.
Friday, December 16, 2005
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
we had the bishop's ball and it was amazing. my black dress looked awesome, and i danced w/salad and it was great
we went to Christmas Around the World, which was stellar!!!! afterwards we played a game and that was fun, and we ended up sitting close on the couch, which was fun. :)
After sunday school had ended and we're on our way to sacrament meeting, here is the dialogue:
Me: "Are you excited for sacrament meeting?"
Salad:" Yeah! Are you sitting somewhere special?"
Salad: "Are you sitting next to someone?"
Me:" Well, probably my roommates"
Salad: "But nobody else?"
Me: "Uh...not that I know of."
Salad: "Well can I sit next to you?"
Me: "Yeah! Of course!"
It was super cute and so then he sat next to me. Which was awesome!
Later Sunday I was talking to my mom, and she asked me if I wanted to hang up my ornaments on our tree. Well I said of course! but she asked me when i was coming home to do it, and that prolly won't be until the 23rd, even though i live 30 min from home...so she said she might do it and i said fine.
Well after the christmas devotional salad and i were talking about my day and what had happened and he asked if she had put them up or not, well i didn't know, but he told me to go and call my mom RIGHT then and if she hadn't he told me we should go down there and do it! so i called my mom, and she hadn't done it, so he and i drove down to my hometown and put my christmas ornaments. but how cute is that? HE suggested that we go and do it, and then he was sweet enough to go through with it.
after all of that we are still just good friends, but i am hoping that it goes somewhere, but it might take a while. but i can wait. i know i can.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
I had a happy thanksgiving full of good food and fun family togetherness. Rehearsal for my piece is going well, and its going to look good i'm excited. salad came and hung out with me and the fam yesterday night, we had dinner and taught him how to play settlers of cataan. which is a fun game, and we all had fun. his comment to me when we said good night, was 'you're a good friend, a cool girl, you have a cool family. but i'm still dating around trying to figure things out.' and you know what? i'm okay with that!! I have no idea who i am going to take to christmas around the world, but somehow it will work itself out in the end. my mom likes him, which is good. so yeah, we'll see. anywho....until i find time again to write, see ya!
Friday, November 18, 2005
salad update: i really like him. he's cute, sweet, and we have awesome conversations. he took me to lunch yesterday, picked me up from my ballet class, and took me grocery shopping. it was awesome! and we really do have the best conversations. i like where things are going. we have a date tonight to ballet showcase, and i am making dinner for it, so it should be lots and lots of fun! :D
the job search: still looking, but i have a resume almost done and i will finish applying this weekend into monday and tuesday, hopefully someone will hire me. we shall see.
that is all....for now!
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Sunday, November 13, 2005
This was on sat. morning. me and diverm, who was my partner, did an awesome job. we had so much fun dancing, we made it all the way to the 6th round, where we were cut. so we didn't make it to the quater-finals, but we came close. to make it to the final 36 couples out over 200 couples is just amazing. and we had fun. found out that he is very much a premie....which is okay, but means that i prolly won't ever date him. but that's okay cause then instead i can flirt and be his friend. he's a nice guy too so its all good. we was very much a gentleman and guided me with his hand on my back and cool stuff like that. and i gave him lots of hugs as we found out when had made each cut. so that was coolio. we took some pics, so that was fun, but they weren't digital so i can't post them, and when i develop them , i prolly won't remember to scan them in and post them. but oh well. FHE Dad came and watched me on sat. morning compete, which means that he sat there from 9 am-12 pm which is AMAZING!!! then he went back with me later to watch the amateur and other competitions. that was way cool too. i had lots of fun and i think he did too. we'll see what happens in that regard. he has told me that he is overwhelmed here cause there are so many wonderful girls here. we'll see what happens. i'll just let it roll. we'll see. :) anyways....its almost dinner time so i am out of here! :)
Friday, November 11, 2005
i have dancesport tomorrow. i am way way way excited for it!! Diver (my dance partner) and i practiced on wed. night and things were good. he's a cute kid too. but i am not sure if he has served a mission yet or not. i think he has, but i don't know. ugh. but its all good. he's a fun kid, and i thnk we might be able to make it to the quater-finals tomorrow, at least we hope we can! :)
Anywho, life is grand right now, i am loving it all, and i think that is all....so have fun! :D i know i will!!!!!!
Monday, November 07, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Friday, October 28, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
Saturday, October 22, 2005
Friday, October 21, 2005
woke up ON TIME this morning, and actually got to do my hair. ballet we had midterms and today we get to watch the video of the midterms, so its exciting cause i don't have to dress for ballet today, so my hair can be down. which is a rare occasion. so hurray for that! :D
i am taking the siblings to see Valiant tonight in the dollar theater. i don't know if its going to be any good, or if it will just be cheesy, but it will be fun to treat the kids to a movie. my parents are having a blast in colorado, or so i am told, and they went and visited G&G in New Mexico...which i think is cool. Life is just good right now, I am loving every minute of it. :D
I have noticed a trend in my blogging. It always (well not always...but usually...) happens in the 9 o'clock hour, i think that this just must be the down hour at work. not always, but sometimes. It's Friday, 3/4 of the full time employees are traveling at different conferences and such, and so things are just quiet! but i love it. its been a good week. i must go type up something for a class, so i will leave you with this thought: If he had a mind, there was something on it. P.G. Wodehouse
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Monday, October 17, 2005
Yeah right....I really did. But I didn't get them. I was going to go to bed at 10. But then I ended up staying up until 1:30 in the morning. Why you might ask??? Let me tell you why, but let us start with Friday...and my date with my frenchie friend....
Date Friday Night:
Okay, so frenchie comes and picks me up Friday night, and he looks good! We go to the spectacular, and he comments on how grown up I am. Ha ha ha....and we sit in our seats. They were in
So Saturday...My friend's wedding. I actually woke up to my alarm, made muffins for me and my roommates, and then got to the dance studio early and worked on my student choreography pas de deux that I am doing in February. It was good stuff. Class was wicked fun, and I had a blast. :) Then I went home and got ready for this wedding that I was a bridesmaid for. My skirt that my mom made was AWESOME!!! I love it, and will definitely wear it again! :) So I am at this wedding and I go to
I wake up an hour later then I intended, and missed choir, oh well. So then I go to my friend's farewell and Elder D is going to be amazing. I am so excited for him. He is off to the Rome
So let me give a back story on J.A. that my roommie Truit told me later that night. My calling is Aesthetics chair person in Relief Society. So I bring the table cloth and centerpiece every week, well since I was going to be gone I asked Truit to take it for me. So she did, well J.A. noticed that she was carrying them instead of me, and asked isn't Alishka here today? And Truit said no, she's at home at a farewell, she'll be home later tonight. and J.A. says, well I missed sitting next to you guys and her saving me a seat in church (I had saved him a seat last week, but that has been the only time!!) so that was neat-o to hear. So then Truit said, well I haven't seen you in a while you need to come visit us. So he does. And when I get home J.A. was still there. Totally made my night!!!
So then I am sitting next to him on the couch and I decide to scratch his back, we end up sitting RIGHT next to each other. And life was good. He leaned into me, and I was kinda holding him, which I was totally okay with. :) Well then we play this game called WHAT IF??? and its where you write a what if question and then put it in the center, then you draw one that you didn't write, and isn't about you, and then you answer that question, and then you swap questions and read off the question and the person next to you reads there answer. So we get going, and things are going good. Well, at one point everyone decides to pick on J.A. so there are 3 questions, one about what if J.A. asked me out?, and then 2 that were like this: What if J.A. tried Alishka's lip gloss? Well....we ended on that note, and it was kind a funny. Twin roommate went to bed, and at this point it is about 11:45. We talk, and then Truit's BF starts tickling her and J.A. joins in, I try to hold them back, but neither of them are ticklish so that didn't work ,then they started on me, and J.A. held me down while Truit's BF tickled me. Then the pumpkin hour was at hand and they had to leave we gave hugs (and Truit gave kisses) and J.A. said good night and was really sweet....it was entertaining.
So now I don't know where we stand, I think he got the hint that he needs to ask me out, but I’m not sure. So we'll just have to see. If not, my roommate B and I might do a double date and carve pumpkins and I think I would ask him, but I really want him to ask me out. :) That would be good.
Okay I have ignored work for too long, I am back to work...if I can just stop thinking about him.......yeah right. :)
Friday, October 14, 2005
Monday, October 10, 2005
anyway, moving on. so cute boy in dance class, lets call him dance boy, well i asked to him to be my testing partner for foxtrot today. i knew that he was already dancing with someone else, and i thought he had asked them to be his partner, unbeknowest to me, they had actually asked him!!! He (again unbeknowest unto me until right before class) wanted me to be his test partner!! It was great! I really like him, he is on the byu diving team, and is super cute. when i wear heels, he is just barely taller than me, which is perfect. :) so yeah, we had exchanged numbers in case we needed to practice last week, i never called him, but still, he has my number! so maybe.....sometime he will me. :) cause that would be pretty swell. that is all. i am done. moving on. time to study. see ya.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
This is so.....true. Is it not? Well it is. anyways i called j.a. last night. :D he's going to call me today and get email address info for me to get conference pictures, and then he's not quite sure if he can go on saturday or not. it kind of just depends on his schedule. so he's going to call me. :D guess what made my day yesterday? the fact that i saw him!!! as i was walking to ballet class i practically ran into him, it was awesome, and put me on this great high. :D anywho....uh....Dr.Teeth stopped by with music last night for our pas de deux that we are performing in february. i am very daunted by this task of doing the choreography. it will be interesting. i need to check out some movies of pas de deuxs to watch. sight. k i am done. that is it for now.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
i have decided that i hate my anatomy class. yeah pretty much that's it. i didn't do very well on my anatomy test, and that is mainly my own fault. i need to better, and i think i will. i also have this strange sensation to have a boy friend. Truit (my roomie K) said that's okay as long as its J.A. who needs a nym. i'll come up w/something. we are calling j.a. to go to a wedding reception for Boy that i like 8 months ago. weird that he is now getting married. i am listening to music from tonga, i should pay attention. i am done now. this picture just makes me happy. which is why it is up. enjoy.
Monday, October 03, 2005
Wow. What a weekend. I feel like the luckiest girl ever. So my friend J.A. called me Saturday night as I was partying with the girls and asked me if I had plans for conference, well my only plans were to watch it in my apartment, so I said 'No.'
He then proceeded to ask me if I would like to go up to Temple Square with him, 'cause his mom was in town and she wanted to go again (they had gone on stand-by on Saturday). So I said sure, why not. I then woke up at 5:30 in the morning on Sunday and went to conference. For the morning session we sat where the blue dot is. For the afternoon session we sat where the red dot is. How amazing is that?! I had awesome seats and totally lvoed the spirit that was felt while there, I want to go in April too, cause that would just be so spiffy!! On a side note J.A. is a cutie, and his mom is awesome. I can tell where J.A. become such an awesome person, 'cuase she was just so cute, nice, and amazing. I am thinking that I might ask J.A. out. Only b/c I want to of course. He wore a hot pink tie on Sunday, LOVED IT! And he's just a cutie and i scratched his back during conference. Which was interesting, especially 'cause his mom was there. but i did it anyways. so now i just have to decide if i should ask him out or what. :D we'll see, and i'll see if a i can't keep you updated. hurrah for conference.
Friday, September 30, 2005
it's a friday, that definitely goes on the what makes me happy today list.
plus it's a PAYDAY friday, which makes friday 10x better.
so then, i think what tops the list today is the fact that i am working in my fishbowl of an office watching students walk on by, when all of a sudden i see Syrup an old friend from highschool. i took syrup to sweethearts my junior year, his senior, and he was in one of my classes. we were friends, and then he left on his mission, leaving a gf who i swore was waiting for him. she got married this summer, so i am told. well....so i see him walk by, and i got outmy office door and yell "hey syrup!!" i and he turned around, looked at me, and then he had this weird look on his face, and then he's all (my real name here)! i didn't recognize you! you're all grown up! it was GREAT!!!! and it made me happy to know that i really have changed, even though part of me doesn't think so, i know i have. so then we talked for like 15 minutes about random things, my life, his life, dance, school, and then said we should get together, he asked me what i was doing for conf. i said nothing much, and he said the same for him, and it was just good to see him! totally made my day, and now i am REALLY calm about my test.
and another thing adding to the list of things of why i am happy today.... i just got to pop package bubbles. he he he
this day is just going to be great i can tell...so i am happy. :)
Friday, September 23, 2005
so i will have fun, we will go and support our folk friend Q. (who i kinda like....) and yeah. it will be fun. :D
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
what else is new in my life.....oh saga of sagas, and books and books. and i'm done.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Monday, August 22, 2005
Thursday, August 18, 2005
*warning I checked this in word, and it was two pages, and a little bit, so this isn't a short post...sorry its super long.*
So I am somewhat confused. Is it bad that I held hands and this guy kissed me on the cheek? You might be thinking, 'no, that’s normal for a BYU student to be doing, she's 19 and can do that kind of thing.' well let me explain the situation to you.
First of all, some background knowledge, for the sake of this blog we are going to call this guy Sky Captain. Sky Captain went to high school w/me. He was super good friends with two of the loves of my life: Mighty Mouse and Newbie. Sky Captain (lets shorten that to S.C.) left on his mission almost a year ago to Tokyo South Japan. I wrote him, like I do all of my high school boys. Well one day in March or so, S.C. calls me. And I’m thinking what the heck?? He had been injured and was home on medical release. Didn't know when he'd be going back, we talked and decided that sure maybe someday we'll hang out. Well....Newbie left on his mission in July. S.C. is still around. Poor S.C. has no friends b/c all of his friends are on missions, or are girls who, I don't know, just don't want to hang out w/the guy. He's a good guy, but He's in the middle of his mission ya know?
We continue to play, I get one hole-in-one, which was exciting and then we decide (since we have SO much time) to play another round on the other outdoor course. So we play on the other course, this time it’s going much faster. I got another hole-in-one, and by the way S.C. is SO much better than me. He got a couple more holes-in-one then me, and was much better at being at par then I was. He kept making fun of me for not being gentle enough.
Then its movie time. We get to the theater and we are watching
So S.C. is holding my hand right? Well...he holds my hand for the rest of the movie (a good 30-45 minutes I think) and as the movie gets more climatic I use his hand and I grip it tighter because I was getting nervous. I mean the movie is based on a true story, and I knew how I WANTED it to end, but I didn't know if it would or not.
K-so movie ends. I have to go to the bathroom sooo bad, so we make a pit stop, and then walk out to his car. Now, remember the side note above about him opening the door? Yeah...he still didn't open a door. So now I am confused, if this is hanging out, or a date (b/c of the hand holding) and if it was a date then I am confused, b/c I will not date someone who doesn't open the door for me. But he's a nice guy, in the middle of his mission. Anyways....So we get in the car, and I am talking about something, the movie I think, using my left hand and it ends up just hanging on the console where I am resting my arm, and then all of a sudden he's holding my hand again...huh.
Now it's time for the doorstep scene. *Side note once again: During the movie, and the ride home, I had the thought (b/c of how well I know S.C.) that S.C. might try to kiss me on the doorstep. The thought just ran through my mind. I decided when this thought ran through my mind though, that I wouldn't let him kiss me. It's our first whatever, didn't start on a date, but somehow kind of turned into a date or something, PLUS he's in the middle of a mission, trying to figure out when he's going back, and I know that he wants to go back. More than anything. So I wasn't going to let him kiss
So there you go. I went to bed at like 1:15 this morning, and I don't know what to think. Heavens. So give me your thoughts (and sorry this was so long, but when I tell my date stories, I usually find it pretty important to give most of the details.)
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
What are Wisdom Teeth?
Wisdom teeth, or third molars, are the last teeth to develop and appear in the mouth. They are called "wisdom teeth" because they usually appear during a person's late teens or early twenties, which has been called the "age of wisdom". The normal position of wisdom teeth is behind the upper and lower second, or 12-year, molars. Many times the jaws of modern humans are not normally large enough to accommodate the four wisdom teeth. This is why wisdom teeth cause more problems than any other teeth in the mouth. In fact, for nine out of ten people at least one wisdom tooth remains underneath the gum due to lack of space in the mouth.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Why might you ask has this wonderful question been pondered in my mind? well that would be because i am getting my top wisdom teeth out on thursday morning. yuk. anywho..have a great day, and week.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
J. and I had a grand time at the zoo, seeing all the fun animals, although the giraffes and elephants didn't looks as tell as when i was ten, but then i was shorter then. we also got to see a baby organutan (she was so cute!) and a rhinocerous up close. we had an interesting conversation about relatiohsips on the way home and had fun hangin out. we then went to our 4-ward activity, followed by him beeing sweet enough to give me a ride home to payson. there i went to C.'s bridal shower and then hung out w/ D. at the carnival in sp. fork. i have no idea what is going to happen w/J. but things are interesting.
Holy cow. Yesterday was such an adventure. But it was so much fun! So my friend Q. asked me to go to the Nutty Putty caves w/him and J. K. and M. M. (m&m are married same J. as the J. I went to the zoo w/too, Q. and J. are roomies.) So we leave provo at like 10:30, and come upon a hill that we think is the hill for the caves, but its not. (we didn't know that at the time) So we're walking up this super steep hill, for like forever, get to the top of this hill, and realize that we're on the wrong hill. So THEN, we go back down the hill, and to J.'s car and go to the right hill. (1.5 hours and 3 miles later...) so now we are at the caves. Now the caves are little, small, and there are times you have to army crawl. It was an adventure. So we get out of the caves at like 3 pm. we start driving home, when we hear this noise...yep a flat tire. we all get out and the tire gets changed by these macho men. We get home at like 4:50, and decide that we are super hungry. so we all go shower and change (we were a muddy mess.) then, i ate so much b/c i was so hungry that i was super full. after fhe i played night games on the south side of the marriott center, which was lots of fun.
all in all i had an awesome weekend, but my muscles are SO sore from the caves yesterday. but today is a good day, that's for sure! :)
Thursday, July 21, 2005
so i went on a date last night, it was fun, but the movie i saw i dno't reccommend. monster-in-law. don't go and see it unless you really want to, and its a good thing it was at the dollar theater. my date was fun though.
and guess what?! i get to go to the zoo on saturday! w/my friend. J.O. I am very excited!!! he he he. i haven't been to the zoo in YEARs. yes!!
Monday, July 11, 2005
My two very good friends, sn, and ef, leave this week. one to the brazil mtc since he is serving in santa maria brazil, and the other to the provo mtc to go to tulsa oklahoma. insane i know. i went to both of their farewells this weekend. they are going to be amazing missionaries. but then they are amazing people. :) going to their farewells and knowing that i won't see them in two years makes me wonder where i'll be in two years. will i be married? have kids? be single? living in provo? still in school? almost done? honestly....a million different things could happen. *sigh*
part 2: muggles....
okay so this just worked with the m&m theme i decided to have today, so my mom and sister are going to AZ in a couple of weeks to help my grandparents move up here. soooooooo they decided they want the 6th HP book for their trip, which means i get to go and get it from the bookstore, which also means i get to read it before anybody else. mwaha ha ha ha ha....i am very exctied, and thus the muggleness... ;) i think that it is all for now, until later.
Friday, July 08, 2005
The Good and Bad of Alishka Babushka
- the fourth of july happened. this weekend i partied w/my family. we watched the stadium of fire fireworks from my apt. parking lot, and had a GREAT view of them. i went home, had some good home cooking, and all that jazz
- also went shopping this weekend. bought some new clothes, spent money i shouldn't have, but oh well. i justify the need for my jacket i bought, my office is freezing!!!
- went back to school/work on tuesday, which was nice to have a 3-day weekend, but at the same i almost died from the wonderful sunburn i recieved on monday. yuk yuk yuk
- went and sat "War of the Worlds" with my coworker DH. It was fun, we are getting teased about 'dating' even though there is nothing like that there. oh well. we're good friends, it was a good movie, but not a happy make you feel good type of movie. if you get my point.
- did my laundry, took ballet class, oh and checked out a few books for my pleasure. many of them are off a reading list i recieved from one of the writers (Katya) from the 100 Board. good stuff.
- today is finally friday. plus it is payday, halleighluiah (sp, i can never remember...)
- i found out that my good friend Dr. Teeth, broke up w/his gf that wanted to give it another go. don't know what that means for me yet, all i know is that i want a few more serious relationships before i get married. and if he is one of them,then great. if not, we're good friends, and i enjoy the time we spend together. he he he.
Thursday, June 30, 2005
well...i ran into an old friend while coming out of the Interpreter on Friday night, and we we exchanged phone numbers, and then he called me THE NEXT DAY!!!! then i called him on sun, but we couldn't get together, so then he calls me on monday and then comes and visits me (his name is D. by the way...) with his friend C and then gives me a ride from my office (in the HBLL) to my bike in the RB. it was hilarious. i called him on tuesday to go and get ice cream w/me, but he didn't answer, his loss.
anywho, i went and saw the Dance Trainer in the Dance Training Room today b/c i have been experincing shin splins pretty bad. he said i have some bad habits that we need to fix, and showed me what i need to do to fix those bad habits, aabout 4 different exercises, a stretch, and an 8-10 minute ice massage every day. its a lot of work, but 1) i don't want shin splins anymore, and 2) i have to make (well...maybe not have, but def. WANT to) Ballet Showcase this fall....and i need to not have bad habits anymore. so yeah, we're going to do this!!!
My Friend B.D. from HS Called today and we are going to go and do something. i am skipping ballet class, which is good and bad, good in the fact that it will give my shins a rest, and i need to strengthen them, not kill them, and bad b/c i will be out of shape, i just need to stretch like crazy tonight.
other than that, i think this is it.
Friday, June 24, 2005
so today is friday. yay friday. so it is not only pay day friday, but it is date friday. i am going to go and see The Interpreter hurray!!! :) and i have a date w/a coworker tomorrow night, yay!!! that is it for now!
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
so anywho last night was absolutely amazing for me, why? b/c on pbs was ABT's production of Swan Lake, w/Gillian Murphy as Odette/Odile, and WOW it was absolutely amazing!!! i loved it!!!! and was just awed out of my mind. in addition to the classic 32 fouettes, she added triples and quads on many of them, it was stunning to watch, even my roommate K was awed (she watched it w/me). anywho, it was very very good. tres bien.
and tonight, if i can figure out how to get there, i will go to ballet class, still trying to figure this one out, but i think i can do it. hopefully, i really want to go. :)
and for now, i think this is it.
Monday, June 20, 2005
my weekend as good, i love my dad, and enjoyed spending time with him! anywho, i think that is all, ciao.
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
my last day of teaching is tomorrow, and our show is on friday and saturday. this will be a bittersweet performance b/c 1) i am not performing only my students are 2) this could be my last year of teaching for few years depending on if i make ballet showcase or not. its kinda crazy. crazy i say.
what else is going on? oh i am finally going to go and see "Hitch" tonight with my friend J.A. He was shocked to find out that i hadn't seen it yet, and is taking me, so it will be a late night b/c i have ballet until 9:45 and we are going to the 9:50 showing. stupid i know, and i will be tired tomorrow, but i really want to see it and he said he'd take me.
today is flag day and provo is doing the annual flag burning ceremony/party tonight at macey's. i think i will be going, fun stuff, yeah for patriotism. so i think that's all i want to rant and rave about for now, if i come up with something else i will let you know.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
You Were Nice This Year!
You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list.
You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year.
Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good.
Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?
god be with you.
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
I think I love someone. Now I don't know how to describe it though. I think he's decided to do something, another relationship with another girl; however, I don't want to see him get hurt. he has his agency and can decide to go through with this if he decides to, but I care about him enough that it will hurt me (and in a way make me happy) if he gets burned b/c of this decision. I love him. I really do. We haven't really 'dated' we're just friends and cuddle buddies, but I wonder what would happen if we did date. That could prove interesting. Very interesting indeed. Hmmm....anyways just some frustrations. I am practicing a lot of restraint right now, b/c I want more than anything to text him or email him and see how he's doing, but I know that I need to wait for him to come to me, after what I am pretty sure I know what happened last night. I get butterflies thinking about it, and I’ve been worried about him for the past couple of days. We had a really good chat on Monday, 3.5 hours, we talked about some serious issues, but yet the conversation was so lighthearted and now looking back on it, it was kind of a weird conversation. Anywho....this is just a whole lot of babble, and I’m trying to distract myself, cause work is slow, and I want to contact him, oh my gosh!!! He just emailed me! Hurray! And he has stories about what happened last night, oh gosh, now I am nervous. *sigh* well at least he let me know kind of in a way that he wants to talk lol....until later. coolio.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
anywho...i can't think of anything else to write...
Friday, May 27, 2005
so until next time ,enjoy your three day weekend while it lasts!
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
I think because we older children set the standard for what is acceptable, the younger ones have the opportunity to surpass that, so it always seems like the younger is better than the older. we (the older) didn't have anyone to follow, we were first, the guinea pigs to our parent's whims, we had to forge our own path in the way of life, had to figure things out first, and had to pave our own path, and it was probably just a rough dirt path. younger siblings can follow us in our paths, but make our paths better, 'casue they are re-paving them. then they have left an even better path for the next youngest, so by the time the youngest goes through, they have a super beautiful path that is hard to surpass, because it was already a dirt road, and then pavement, and then silver, and they have to make it gold. which is not easy. so that is my theory, lend me your thoughts...
Monday, May 23, 2005
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
one week later... tuesday i drive in his car to heber to test it out, and we got shakes.
wed: we watch count of monte cristo togther, nothing happened, but good movie.
thurs: he calls me to double w/him and a blind date he got set up on, kinda weird, but it was fun. (see previous blog..i know i wrote about this, and you are getting just as many details now as then. :D )
fri: i see him, steal his truck to go shopping, get called to go on a date w/my friend teddy, jason and i talk about hiking, he invites me to go to zions on sat.
Sat: he picks me up from teaching, we go to zion's national park (my first time ever) we talk alot, i met his grandparents on the way home, cutest grandparents ever! we get home late
sun: (two weeks after our 'talk') i eat dinner w/his fam. and we watch the c.e.s fireside together good fireside. we laughed, then we watched pirates. again nothing happend, but good movie.
THEN, the following weekend i go to california for my roomamtes wedding ,so much fun! and we just had a blast.
The tuesday after i get back (one week ago) i go to say hi to him, and end up watching the day after tomorrow w/him. some how when he sits next to me he puts his hand on my knee for like 10-15 minutes, and then gets up to finish cleaning where we were watchign the movie. then he came back and got under the covers with me. so yeah. he is one confusing kid. super confusing.
so did i ever tell you about my hs love? well the girl he dated in hs (she graduates next week) is ENGAGED. so now...(even though he is on a mission) she isn't waiting for him, like i swore she would, so i never thought i'd have a chance when he got back, cause everyone knew they were meant for each other. so yeah. crazy huh? i almost feel like i kinda have a chance, although i always knew that i wouldn't wait for ANYONE. but part of me wonders what will happen if im still single when he gets back, in 20 months....agh! the agony!
AND to make life even more exciting, i have this friend, let's call him Dr. Teeth...well doc here danced with my company for a number of years, in fact that is how i met him. at the time though he was like 23 and i was 14. so 5 years later, and many dance performances, im now 19 and he 27. he's still single, and what do ya know, so am i. we've crossed the line where we can only be like bro and sister, and we hang out from time to time. he knows i like to cuddle so we have a cuddle session from time to time. i enjoy my time with him. so tomorrow night we are going to go and see Robots at the dollar theater, which should be lotsa fun.
i don't think im forgetting anything, oh excpet i had two more friends get engaged. bah humbug. no not really, they are crazy to be engaged, but im okay with it. anywho....until next time. ciao
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Last night my roommates and I went to Macey's and Walmart for things for our trip. I get to see the ocean for the first time. I have never seen the ocean before, and I am very super excited. I bought lots of film last night, and new board shorts for my swim suit and so many other things. i am just so excited. i leave tonight. late. it will be fun! :) until later.....
Friday, April 29, 2005
today i am getting new furniture at my desk, which is super exciting. anywho that is all.
Monday, April 25, 2005
well now that i am done complaining for the day, let me tell you that church yesterday was so extremely empty it was nuts. hoepfully fhe tonight is better. well...i'll see i guess. bye for now.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
THEN...I wake up wed. morning take my ballet final (got a b+ sweet...) came to work and found out that i have been accepted as a Dance Major here at BYU!! Rock on!!! I was very very excited. THEN...I took a New Testament final, passed i do believe, taught my dance classes, and then partied casue i got accepted and ate cookies, and cleaned the apartment for the ridiculous cleaning checks for today.
SO NOW... I am just working like mad, teaching like happiness, and eating fudge and ice cream. I get to get together with my bobs tonight, so that will be a party, i have date tomorrow night with naval seal man from N.T. class we're going to go and see the Pacifier. Sweet lovin' life is grand. until next time...Adiod amigos!
Monday, April 18, 2005
so i went on a walk with boy last night and we talked. we have decided to be just friends. which is what we were before anyways. but now i know that is where we are. i guess. itw as weird to put myself out there and tell him that i like him. but i do still like him, but not in the same way. we never would have melded right. we are just different spiritually and that is super important for me for us to be the same. and i can't change him. i don't want to, i like him just the way he is. it's what makes him who he is. anywho. we are good friends. im happy. and i know even better what i need in a relationship. not that i was just in one, but it was good to figure things out.
now for much much more....there actually isn't much much more, its just that the title sounded better that way...sorry to lead you on. :) until next time, god be with you till we meet again!
Friday, April 08, 2005
The past month has flown by to include many different and exciting things. I went on a blind date w/my best friend's little brother, followed by a date with a guy in my ward. That was fun, ended up re-living my childhood. Exciting stuff.
I auditioned for my major, but have had no news back yet, that's a lie. I have had news, but they're not sure about whether or not to accepet me, so they are going to come and watch me during my final today, monday, and wednesday. Rediculous. I'll have to wait more than a week to find out for sure. Blah.
So I found out that boy, who I've liked for quite some time might just like me back. My roomie (being the amazing person that she is) talked to him and he said the biggest thing is that I am young, and that scares me. So I have hope. He also said that he likes to hang out with me and have fun, so we'll just have to see where this all goes. We are really good friends right now and I am staying in the same apt. spring/summer and again fall/winter. He lives in a house, so no problemo about staying touch as we will still be in the same ward. Time will tell, and those penguins should still take them steroids so that time will continue to fly, in a sense.
Until next time, au revoir.
Friday, March 11, 2005
so this has been interesting this week. so on Sunday night one of my friends (Jacob) brought me cupcakes and sang to me, which was really sweet of him. then on my birthday my family called before I left for school, and actually my dad had the van that day so he came and got me and took me to work so I wouldn't have to walk. it was festive! so then I opened my
presents that morning, and I got a new shirt, some money, some dancing stamps, (for scrap booking), my roommate Monica gave me a gift card to Blockbuster that includes 2 movies, 2 drinks, and a tub of popcorn, and my other roommate made me a cake which we ate at FHE. I also got new scriptures, but they didn't come ON my birthday, but they did come in the mail yesterday. I am very excited. My ballet class sang to me, and then my friend Michael sang to me in History (before class, he brought a hostess cupcake and a candle and lit it and everything, it was cute!) so then at FHE everyone sang to me, and we ate the cake that my roommate made for me which was fun. It was a good day, and lots of ppl. told me happy birthday. I loved it. after FHE though I had to study for a test, which I took Tuesday, and I think I did all right. That night I started studying more for my humanities test, which makes me mad (I took it last night) because I studied SO hard for this test, and got the same score as last time. Kind of makes me mad, I think I might go and talk to the professor and try to figure out how to do better on the final. yuk. so now I hope my weekend is happier then yesterday, I think it will be. at least I hope it will be. last weekend I watched little mermaid with boy. that was fun and enjoyable. I think boy and I are just going to be friends, but I’m okay with that. at least for now I am. Anywho until next time, c-ya.
Thursday, February 24, 2005
points for this.. so i mentioned, when i saw him on sunday, that i
really really want to see the Little Mermaid. and i've asked many
people and no one seems to have it! so i asked him, and he says 'i
have it on vhs at home, i could get it for you' well vhs doesn't
really work for me i say cause we only have a dvd player. but then
he says 'well you can come watch it here then' so then he forgot it
on monday, but i get home tonight, and voila, there it is in front of
my t.v. how sweet is that? he's cute, and i invited him to come play
games w/me tomorrow night, cause me leah, brett, and a whole bunch of
ppl. from our ward (well maybe not a whole bunch) and maybe diana and
some others are going to play games tomorrow night
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
wow. after the ballet boy took me to the parking lot and taught me how to drive his manual truck. in heels. he said i was a quick learner, and it was lots of fun. so now i can drive stick. sort of. i need more practice. :)
boy didn't come to fhe last night, but then that would be because he was doing his calling and informing fhe group leaders of the fact that they need pictures of ward members when we were little and one of us now. its for a slideshow they are having during the activity on saturday. lots of fun. i have cute ones for him, the one of me when i was little is one of me in this cute dress in front of some marigolds, and the other is one i had taken in september. :) all in all saturday was a good day.
we had fun, oh my gosh i almost forgot to mention what boy did. holy cow. so i told him that it was a suit and tie affair right? and he asked if he could wear a nice shirt and tie and i said yes. so he shows up on saturday in break away (the snappy pants) pants and a hoodie, and red hair. (he has dark hair...) the hair i was okay with, it didn't look bad, but the outfit, oh my goodness. i was wearing a black velvet dress and heels and had a nice updo, and so i was like what is this guy thinking??
so i tell him, 'you're going to change right?' and
he said ' oh i think im fine and dressed for the ballet...'
oh my gosh i gave him the evil eye all during dinner, when finally the brownies came out of the oven and i came up with a bribe.
i told him, ' you go and change and you can have a brownie when you get back' and
he says, 'if i change faster do i get brownies faster?'
and i said 'that's the whole point to this.'
so then he proceeds to get out of his chair and starts stripping ,takes off his hoodie and rips off the pants, and what do i see? a nice black button down shirt w/silver tie and slacks. he looked way nice, but man he had me worried. he asked if the hair was okay and i said yes. but it was so funny. he really got me.
but anywho, i'm going to give him until the end of the semester and if he doesn't make any other moves then i'll talk to him, if i still like boy, and then go from there. but i don't think he wants a girlfriend, he just likes the attention. at least that is what i think. but we'll see. who knows. only he knows, and he isn't talking. meh.
Friday, February 18, 2005
after classes today i get to go home and do some studying while i eat and then i get to relax! YAY!! tomorrow is going to be a busy day however. i have to go teach ballet, go to the MOA and do my stupid humanities assignment, then come home shower, get ready, cook dinner, and then voila, my date with boy begins. i was at boy's house yesterday studying with his roommate and another girl in our ward for our history exam on tuesday, and he came home and i saw him, and we talked a little bit. *sigh* i hope tomorrow goes well.
I've had a lot of compliments today due to the fact that i look very 'professional' today. I got a new suit jacket and decided to wear it today, and i look hot, if i do say so myself. :) well i best be off, the day is just beginning, and i have lots to do, i relish the time when i can sink into my bed and go to sleep. :) ciao
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Monday, February 14, 2005
so quick update on Boy. I went to church and Boy was there, sat next to him in Sunday school, didn't really pay attention, but i tried hard, and that's what counts right?
so then, i took cookies over to Boy's house for v-day (not just for him, but his roomies too) and hung out with them for a while. Well, i have tickets to see Ballet West's Cinderella on Saturday, and asked him to go with me (you have to understand we've been on 2 dates already, and he came to my show 2 weeks ago) and he said sure. so he is coming over at like 4:30, i'm going to feed him dinner, and then we are going to SLC to see Ballet West.
Well as i am getting ready to leave Boy's house i say good-bye and he says, "hey are you hungry?" and i said "Yeah, i was just trying to decide what to cook for dinner since my apt. isn't having apt. dinner tonight" and he says, "Well lets go get some food" so he took me to his house in orem and we ate dinner w/his older brother, mom, dad, and his little brother (who is on a mission)'s girlfriend. it was entertaining, after which we went to my apt. and hung out for a while. which was cool. so we'll see what happens tonight, cause tonight happens to be fhe, and he is my fhe brother. but Boy is doing pretty good, and i think he might like me especially since he took me to family dinner. wow. anywho, happy single's awareness day y'all. :)