today while the sun shines

so ja is now teh most confusing person ever. i don't know where things are going, but one thing is for sure, i am not going to ask him out again. he needs to make the next move. FOR SURE! i have a lot of things i am focusing on, but we'll wait and see. i want him to ask me out again, andi have made that clear. but we will just have to wait and see. bah. love games are stupid. but i know that i like this guy. shoot. well...that is all, i suppose.