Saturday, March 01, 2008

Frustration does not lead to Production

Yuck. Today started out horrible. I got very frustrated very quickly. This mostly was at rehearsal. There is one specific company member who always thinks she's right, and sometimes she is. But because sometimes she is, she thinks she always is. However, with my red streak that I have running through my yellow soul I many times clash heads with her. This is what led to my frustration this morning. It did not lead to much production, which is even more frustrating.

THEN i had a rib (i think) pop out of place this morning. It hurt like hell. It was awful. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move, and then I cried because it hurt so bad which made it even worse because when you cry you don't breathe normal. I was finally able to sit still and breathe slowly and I felt okay. I couldn't move, lying down hurt, and I just wanted to cry but had to try not to because it hurt so bad. Almost an hour later I stood up to mark through some new choreography and something moved (I don't know what, I couldn't really tell that it moved) and I was able to breathe normal, and dance again! However, the muscle where that rib is was very tender the rest of hte morning. I think the rib isn't completely back in place because it hurts in the back now, but at least I can breathe unlike when it was so out in the front. I wouldn't wish that kind of pain on anyone. It was honestly horrible.

So after all that ended at 12:30 I made my way to upper campus to record some parts of my piano assignment, and go to a piano recital. The recital went well and it lent to some creative juices for me to create a story line/plot of my senior project. I am somewhat excited about it and now just need to find the right music for it. I got to my apartment at like 3:20, I quickly changed into a skirt and then walked back up to campus for Stake Conference. It was very good and I am renewed. The general session tomorrow should be amazing seeing as Elder L. Tom Perry is going to be in attendance. I am SO excited for that! He is amazing and I love his talks, and to think he'll be there to speak to me! Hurray, hurray!

I then made my way home, and I'm mad at the weather because it has turned so cold again. Sigh...thus the way March works. Hopefully it gets warm again for my better.....

Now hear I sit. Trying not to get frustrated, cry, or be mad at the world. I have many things to be thankful for and to be happy about. I am being productive and doing my homework so I don't die next week. I can do this...I can do this.... I can do this....