Monday, November 24, 2008


First off, I'm glad I have had much support in my playerness. Thank you. 

Second of all....SwingKid has been very jealous/missing me lately and it has been pretty obvious in his actions towards me. Last night I could tell that he was slightly jealous and missing me. Today he suggested that we go to a movie this week when we hang out (we decided to hang out this coming week sometime) and then later tonight he texted me and said he was in the area and he was going to stop by. I said sure. So...he came over.

He was SO touchy and acted like he wanted me. He flirted with me, stayed at the apartment while I went visiting teaching AND when I came back and he was on the couch and I sat on the floor, he played with my hair for like 45 minutes straight. What am I supposed to do about that??? Then we had a full on tickle war on the couch and when he left he gave me one of the most amazing hugs ever. 

Roommate M said she saw him staring at me at one point, Roommate R thought he was going to kiss me during our tickle war (as did I...) and I just don't know what's going on with him. I have a feeling we'll be having a 'conversation' at some point during our togetherness this week.

Sigh. I don't know what to do. I've been working on getting over him, but this weekend I have thought about him a lot and how I don't want to be with anyone else. Ever. He's the one I want. I choose him, but I'm not sure if he would choose me.  I still love him. I really truly do. Right now, I don't think I could love anyone else. Even Rescue Ranger. nice as he is, I don't think anything is going to happen with him and I don't feel about him they way I've felt about SwingKid. argh....I wish life were easy....


tiburon said...

They always want what they can't have!

I say keep playing hard to get ;)

tiburon said...

OH and for SURE keep us posted :)