summerness is half way over, hard to believe isn't it?

i can't believe that the summer is half way over. honestly. its kind of insane. ahhhh! spring term ends this week, sumemr term stats next week, then summer term ends, two weeks after taht date, fall semester starts. its kind of crazy!!!
my last day of teaching is tomorrow, and our show is on friday and saturday. this will be a bittersweet performance b/c 1) i am not performing only my students are 2) this could be my last year of teaching for few years depending on if i make ballet showcase or not. its kinda crazy. crazy i say.
what else is going on? oh i am finally going to go and see "Hitch" tonight with my friend J.A. He was shocked to find out that i hadn't seen it yet, and is taking me, so it will be a late night b/c i have ballet until 9:45 and we are going to the 9:50 showing. stupid i know, and i will be tired tomorrow, but i really want to see it and he said he'd take me.
today is flag day and provo is doing the annual flag burning ceremony/party tonight at macey's. i think i will be going, fun stuff, yeah for patriotism. so i think that's all i want to rant and rave about for now, if i come up with something else i will let you know.
bye

I was NICE!!!

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

more love

so he finally called me, and we talked. this morning. but its okay. he's giving it a go with this girl, but its okay. because i do care about it him, and i am happy that he has finally come to a decision. i know that he is going to take it slow, and he's very hesitant, but we are still friends, which shows cause he talked to me this morning. :) i am not worried about marrying him, in fact it would be okay if he didn't. i know there are other people out there for me, especially because i got a letter from my favorite missionary mighty mouse. i just don't want to him get hurt, so i hope he gets through things okay.
god be with you.

love

I think I love someone. Now I don't know how to describe it though. I think he's decided to do something, another relationship with another girl; however, I don't want to see him get hurt. he has his agency and can decide to go through with this if he decides to, but I care about him enough that it will hurt me (and in a way make me happy) if he gets burned b/c of this decision. I love him. I really do. We haven't really 'dated' we're just friends and cuddle buddies, but I wonder what would happen if we did date. That could prove interesting. Very interesting indeed. Hmmm....anyways just some frustrations. I am practicing a lot of restraint right now, b/c I want more than anything to text him or email him and see how he's doing, but I know that I need to wait for him to come to me, after what I am pretty sure I know what happened last night. I get butterflies thinking about it, and I’ve been worried about him for the past couple of days. We had a really good chat on Monday, 3.5 hours, we talked about some serious issues, but yet the conversation was so lighthearted and now looking back on it, it was kind of a weird conversation. Anywho....this is just a whole lot of babble, and I’m trying to distract myself, cause work is slow, and I want to contact him, oh my gosh!!! He just emailed me! Hurray! And he has stories about what happened last night, oh gosh, now I am nervous. *sigh* well at least he let me know kind of in a way that he wants to talk lol....until later. coolio.

Smelly Hair

So i permed my hair last night, and it looks super cute, but i hate the smell. weird chemical smell...yuk yuk yuk, but hey the sacrifices we make to look good. man. anywho, tonight i am going to pirates of penzance w/my good friend dr. teeth. that will be fun. i think i still have a crush on him, i keep trying to talk myself out of it, but hey i'll enjoy what i can get. what else has happened...oh yeah! my date w/joe: BIG SUCCESS!!! We had soooooo much fun, and it was a super good date. alex , mike, suzy, and nick had fun too! nick, even though he is only 17, acted a lot older, and he fit really well into our group of people, we ended up having one other blind date couple, one of joe's friends. it was super fun.
anywho...i can't think of anything else to write...