Loving Chilly

Chilly tagged me and since I love her and she talks to me about hard things, I'll fill this sucker out. :o)

1. Where is your cell phone? Currently it is in my cell phone case on my bag.
2. Where is your significant other? I don't know. I let my most current one go, sad day.
3. Your hair color? Brownish. However, I might dye it. Suggestions?
4. Your mother? in Virginia
5. Your father? also in Virginia, probably at work at JMU
6. Your favorite thing? dancing
7. Your dream last night? i don't remember much. just that when i woke up i thought it was Thursday.
8. Your dream/goal? to be famous choreographer that get paids lots of money.
9. The room you're in? My office
10. Your hobby? swing dancing, flirting, reading.
11. Your fear? spiders, getting deathly sick, never getting married.
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? uh...married. with a child. or two. or something like that.
13. Where were you last night? first the studio, second my apartment doing homework.
14. What you're not? Tall (me too chilly. me too.)
15. One of your wish-list items? a crock-pot and tickets to Wicked
16. Where you grew up? Utah
17. The last thing you did? Changed dates and times on a bazillion fliers. By hand.
18. What are you wearing? brown slacks, long sleeve button up shirt.
19. Your TV? extremely old.
20. Your pet? bob the fish is old.
21. Your computer? works. thank heavens.
22. Your mood? pretty happy, but COLD.
23. Missing someone? Heck yes.
24. Your car? also old, but precious.
25. Something you're not wearing? lip gloss
26. Favorite store? for what? I love shopping. :o)
27. Your summer? one of the best ever.
28. Love someone? oh yes. heck yes.
29. Your favorite color? Purple and aqua/teal
30. When is the last time you laughed? this morning.
31. Last time you cried? yesterday talking to my mom.

i don't feel like tagging anyone, but if you want to play feel free!

the song of my life this week:

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Rascal Flatts' version is my favorite although the CASCADA one is good too

Monday!!!!

Last night I did the hardest thing ever. I broke things off with SwingKid. We have been on a "break" for the past week and a half and it has not been a cake walk. I couldn't handle it anymore. Add to that the feelings of needing to let him go all the way so he can find himself and the answers he's looking for led me to my decision.

I'm going to miss. Heck, I HAVE been missing him for the past 10 days, but I know that I can work through this.

My scripture for the month is Philippians 4:13. It's a great scripture and gives me much strength. SwingKid and I plan on staying friends and who knows maybe someday he'll come to his senses and we'll try again or maybe I'll meet someone new. In any case, I'm just going to work on having fun by myself and with my girlfriends and life will take care of itself.

Daylight Savings Ends

I love the end of Daylight Savings...and extra hour of sleep? Bring it on! I feel so refreshed this morning. Sometimes I wish Daylight Savings happend more often...but alas it does not.

In other news I look HOT today. I'm wearing my two power colors: black and green. Add to that my awesome 3" boots and a good hair day and life is great. :-) 

Enjoy your Sabbath y'all!

All Saint's Day

I spent the day in three different temples: 

Salt Lake City

Jordan River

and 

Provo

It was a fantastic day. Although the answers I got while in these temples wasn't exactly what I was looking for, but I'll listen. This means hard things are coming. I'm not a fan of hard things, but hard things must be done.

Also, I'm shooting to try and do this: NaBloPoMo so please support me?

Also!!! Gretchen sent me to this page on how to improve some traffic to blogs and I am SO in. So there you go. Fun things for you. Hopefully it off-sets the hard things for me....